Chapter 7 - The Bridge Back to Kingston

The drive back down Route 9 toward the Kingston-Rhinecliff Bridge was silent for the first ten miles.
The green Chevy truck rolled steadily over the salt-crusted asphalt, its V8 engine humming low and deep against the cold river wind. Outside, the Hudson Valley was covered in a heavy, slate-gray blanket of winter fog that hid the tops of the hills and turned the pine trees along the ridges into dark, towering shadows.
In the back seat, Zia sat in her gold dress.
She hadn't taken off her coat. She sat with her hands folded over her white purse, her gray eyes fixed on the rear-view mirror where Travis’s dark eyes met hers every thirty seconds.
I sat in the passenger seat, my fingers locked around the warm plastic cup of tea Travis had bought me at the gas station near the bridge entrance. My mind was still swirling with the image of Lorraine sitting at her mahogany table surrounded by crystal goblets, four-hundred-dollar scarves, and the blue seal of the county clerk.
“Travis,” I said softly, turning my head to look at his profile. His jaw was relaxed. The muscle-corded knot near his ear was gone. He looked younger than he had in three years—the dark shadows under his eyes softened by the gray morning light.
“Yeah, Maya?” he asked.
“Did Sam really sign those papers three weeks ago?”
“Sam signed them on December second,” Travis said, keeping his eyes on the road ahead. “He told me I was being too patient. He said his brother Arthur would have sued my mother two years ago for breach of estate duties.”
“What happens to her now?” I asked. “Lorraine?”
Travis took a slow breath, his large hand resting comfortably on the top of the steering wheel.
“Mark will buy her a townhouse in town,” Travis said flatly. “She’ll have her pearls. She’ll have her Hermes scarves. She’ll have her garden club meetings on Tuesdays. But she won't have this family. She won't ever sit across a table from my daughter again.”
He reached across the console, pulled my hand away from the tea cup, and brought my knuckles to his lips, kissing them gently.
“She thought she was building a fortress, Maya,” Travis whispered. “She didn't realize she was just building a vault.”
From the back seat, a small voice cut through the hum of the heater.
“Dad?”
Travis looked into the mirror. “Yeah, Z?”
“Did Grandma scream because she was scared of the box?”
Travis smiled—a real, wide, brilliant smile that reached all the way to the corners of his dark brown eyes.
“She wasn't scared of the box, kiddo,” Travis said softly. “She was scared of what was inside it.”
“The paper?”
“No,” Travis said, his voice dropping into that deep, warm tone that sounded like seasoned oak logs burning in a woodstove. “She was scared because she finally found out that you take up more space in this world than all her silver napkin rings put together.”
Zia didn't answer right away.
She reached into her white purse, pulled out the cheap vanilla candle tag that Lorraine had written three days ago, and held it up to the window light.
T-o T-r-a-v-i-s-’-s G-i-r-l.
She looked at the handwritten words for three long seconds. Then, slowly, deliberately, she tore the tag down the middle—once, twice, three times—until the black fountain pen lettering was reduced to six small white squares of cardboard.
She rolled down the rear truck window two inches.
The bitter, cold river wind rushed into the cab, bringing with it the clean, sharp smell of pine needles and snow.
Zia opened her small palm.
The six white pieces of cardboard blew out into the gray air, spinning wild and light over the salt-crusted asphalt of the Kingston bridge, before tumbling down three hundred feet into the dark, cold waters of the Hudson River below.
She pulled her hand back inside, rolled the window up tight, and let out a long, quiet sigh that sounded like a child who had finally finished a very long, very difficult lesson.
“Dad?” she said.
“Yeah, Z?”
“Can we make the cinnamon rolls now?”
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Travis turned the truck off the bridge onto the Kingston exit ramp, the heavy tires crunching satisfyingly through the fresh snow.
“Double pecans, princess,” Travis said. “And we’re using the big baking dish.”