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Chapter 2 - The Cold White Room

The heavy front door of our house slammed open, banging violently against the exterior brick wall as I stumbled out into the freezing October night air.

Rain had begun to fall—a fine, icy mist that settled on my bare arms and soaked through my cotton tunic. In my right hand, I was still dragging the cast-iron skillet, its heavy edge scraping against the concrete steps with a harsh, metallic screech. My left arm remained wrapped tightly around my belly, holding Maya as if my skin alone could keep her safe inside me.

Behind me, from inside the house, came the muffled, hysterical wails of Lorraine and the agonizing, pathetic groans of Corey lying in his own mess on the kitchen tile.

"Evelyn! Evelyn, you crazy bitch!" Lorraine’s voice screeched from the front doorway. "I'm calling the police! You assaulted my son! You broke his leg!"

I didn't turn around. I didn't look back.

I reached my silver crossover vehicle parked in the driveway. My hands were shaking so violently that it took three agonizing attempts to press the key fob button. The driver's side door unlocked with a sharp clack. I tossed the cast-iron skillet into the front passenger footwell, pulled my bulk into the driver's seat, and slammed the door shut, locking it instantly.

Engine roared to life. I jammed the transmission into reverse, hit the gas, and backed out of the driveway so fast the tires spun against the wet asphalt, leaving dark rubber marks on the pavement.

My hands clutched the leather steering wheel. My breath came in short, jagged gasps that rattled in my lungs.

Hospital, my mind screamed through the fog of shock. Saint Jude's. Obstetrics emergency. Now.

The five-mile drive to the medical center felt like a fever dream. Every bump in the road sent a nauseating shockwave of agony through my lower abdomen. I kept my hand pressed over my uterus, searching for any movement, any tiny kick, any sign that the little girl inside me was still alive.

Nothing. She was completely motionless.

"Stay with me, Maya," I sobbed out loud, tears blinding my eyes as I blew through a red light at an empty intersection, my hazard lights flashing wildly. "Please, God, please stay with me. Mommy's got you. Mommy's going to save you."

I pulled into the ambulance bay of Saint Jude’s Hospital at sixty miles an hour, slamming on the brakes so hard the car screeched to a halt right in front of the double glass sliding doors.

I threw the door open and fell out of the car onto the cold, wet concrete of the bay.

"Help!" I screamed at the top of my lungs, my voice echoing off the concrete walls of the ambulance garage. "Emergency! I need triage!"

The automatic doors slid open instantly. Two paramedics who were stocking an rig looked up, saw my blood-stained tunic, my pregnant stomach, and the pale, ghost-like terror on my face, and ran toward me with a gurney.

"Evelyn?!" a familiar voice cried out.

It was Dr. Marcus Vance—the senior trauma attending physician I had worked alongside for three years. He was stepping out of the breakroom with a cup of coffee when he heard the commotion. He dropped his cup, the ceramic shattering on the tile floor, and ran straight into the bay.

"Evelyn! What happened?!" Marcus caught me under my shoulders as my legs gave out completely.

"Blunt force... abdominal trauma..." I choked out, my fingers digging into the fabric of his blue scrubs. "Gestational age... thirty-two weeks... sudden deceleration... possible abruption... Marcus, she's not moving... Maya isn't moving..."

Marcus’s eyes widened in horror, but his medical training kicked in with terrifying speed.

"OB-TRAUMA CODE RED!" Marcus roared toward the nurse's station. "Get Dr. Chen down from Labor and Delivery NOW! Prepare Operating Room Four for an emergency STAT C-Section! Move!"

They lifted me onto the cold metal gurney. Within seconds, the world became a blur of bright white ceiling lights, shouting voices, the rhythmic beep of heart monitors, and the metallic smell of antiseptic.

Hands were everywhere. Scissors cut through my favorite blue maternity tunic. Cold blue ultrasound gel was slapped onto my exposed belly.

Dr. Sarah Chen, the chief obstetrician on duty, grabbed the ultrasound transducer and slammed it against my abdomen, her eyes fixed on the black-and-white screen above my head.

The room went deathly quiet.

The only sound was the high-pitched hum of the machine.

I stared at the monitor. As a nurse, I knew how to read an obstetric ultrasound. I searched the grainy image for the flickering rhythm of a four-chambered fetal heart beat.

There was nothing. Just a silent, still shadow surrounded by dark fluid.

"No heart rate," Dr. Chen whispered to the surgical technician, her voice tight and focused. "Placental abruption confirmed. Massive retroplacental hematoma. We have less than four minutes before irreversible brain hypoxia. Anesthesia, prep for general! We're crashing her in!"

"Evelyn, look at me," Marcus said, leaning directly over my face, his hands holding my head steady as they wheeled the gurney at a dead run through the double doors of Operating Room Four. "Look at me, Evie. Stay with me. We are going to get your baby out."

Anesthesia placed a cold plastic mask over my nose and mouth.

"Count backward from ten, Evelyn," the anesthesiologist said softly.

I looked up at the harsh, brilliant surgical lamps overhead. The pain in my abdomen felt like a fire burning me from the inside out. But as the dark, heavy sleep of the anesthesia pulled me under, my last thought wasn't fear.

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It was a promise.

If my baby dies, Corey Whitman, I will burn your entire world to ashes.

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