Chapter 2 - The Innocent Question

"Dr. Vance?"
Sophie’s sweet, high-pitched voice broke through the deafening roar of memories crashing through my head.
I forced a warm, reassuring smile onto my lips, looking down at the brave little girl on the table. "Yes, Sophie?"
"You're really pretty," she said softly, her tears beginning to dry as the warm towel soothed her skin.
A small, genuine laugh escaped my lips before I could suppress it. "Well, thank you, sweetie. You're pretty brave yourself."
Sophie’s large blue eyes drifted down from my face, settling on my midsection. Her nose crinkled in childish curiosity.
"Are you having a baby?" she asked, pointing a finger with complete, unfiltered innocence.
The room seemed to shrink to the size of a closet. Behind me, I heard Ethan inhale sharply—a ragged, painful gasp of air.
"Yes, I am," I replied, keeping my voice light and sweet, desperately trying to ignore the physical presence of the man standing two feet behind my right shoulder.
"Is it a boy or a girl?" Sophie asked, leaning forward slightly, temporarily forgetting the throbbing pain in her left wrist.
"It's a girl," I said, my hand instinctively coming up to rest on my stomach, wrapping around the tiny life inside me.
"When is she coming?"
"In about two months. Right at the beginning of winter."
Sophie’s eyes lit up with absolute delight. She clapped her uninjured right hand against her knee. "That’s so cool! I’ve always wanted a little sister! My dad said we couldn't have one because it was just the two of us, but I ask Santa for one every single Christmas!"
Behind me, the sound of Ethan’s breath stopping completely was as loud as a gunshot.
I felt a cold shiver run down my spine. The dramatic irony hanging in the air was so thick it was suffocating. She was asking for a little sister, entirely unaware that the unborn baby girl resting beneath my scrubs was her half-sister—sharing the exact same DNA, the exact same father, and the exact same legacy of Ethan Sterling's complex, guarded world.
"Alright, Sophie," I said quickly, leaning over to gently secure her arm in a padded temporary splint. "We’re going to roll you down to the X-ray room now. They’re going to take a few quick pictures of your wrist, like a camera taking a photo, and then we’ll put a cool, colorful cast on it."
"Can I get a purple cast?" she asked eagerly.
"I think we can definitely arrange a purple cast," I smiled, stepping back as Sarah rolled a transport wheel bed into the bay.
"Dad?" Sophie called out, turning her head toward Ethan. "Are you coming?"
Ethan looked like a man who was drowning in deep water. He couldn't tear his eyes away from me, but he forced his legs to move, stepping to the side of Sophie’s rolling bed.
"I'm right here, sweetie," he managed to say, his voice thick, cracked with an emotion he couldn't hide. "I'm right behind you."
As Sarah pushed the stretcher down the hallway toward the radiology department, Ethan lingered for half a second. He stopped in the doorway of Bay 3, his tall frame blocking the fluorescent light from the hall.
He looked at me—really looked at me. His eyes swept over my tired face, the dark circles under my eyes, and finally settled on my hands, which were resting protectively over my unborn daughter.
"Madison..." he choked out, his throat working hard as he swallowed. "Please..."
"Go with your daughter, Ethan," I said, my voice dropping into a razor-sharp tone that admitted no argument. "She needs you right now."
He flinched as if I had struck him across the face. He opened his mouth to say something—to demand answers, to beg, to scream—but the clinical reality of the hospital surrounded us. Nurses were moving past, doctors were yelling out orders, and his daughter’s stretcher was turning the corner down the hall.
Ethan pulled his lips into a tight, pained line, turned around, and walked away, his heavy footsteps echoing down the corridor.
The moment he vanished from view, I stepped into the small doctor's utility closet beside Bay 3, pulled the door shut, and collapsed back against the cold, metal shelving unit.
My hands began to shake uncontrollably. I gripped the fabric of my scrubs, pressing my head against my knees, trying to draw air into lungs that felt squeezed by a vise.
Six months of emotional discipline shattered in six minutes.
I had built a comfortable, safe life for myself without him. I had bought a small two-bedroom condo in Lincoln Park. I had set up the nursery in shades of pale yellow and cream. I had attended every single prenatal appointment alone, holding my own hand while the technician squirted cold gel onto my stomach and played the sound of my daughter's racing heartbeat.
I had convinced myself that I was fine. That I was strong enough to be both mother and father to this baby.
But seeing him standing there—seeing the raw terror in his eyes, hearing his voice call my name, witnessing the gentle, loving father he was to little Sophie—tore open every single wound I had spent half a year trying to heal.
A sharp, firm kick bounced against the inside of my belly.
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I looked down, placing my palm over the spot where my daughter had just kicked.
"I know, sweetie," I whispered into the quiet, dark closet, tears finally spilling over my lashes and dripping onto my collar. "I know."