Chapter 2 - The Story of the Iron King

"Once upon a time," Lily began, her small voice soft and rhythmic against the background patter of the rain, "there was a big king who built a castle out of iron. The walls were iron. The roof was iron. Even his shoes were iron."
I lay there, staring at the ceiling, feeling the light weight of the one-eared rabbit on my ribs. "Why did he build it out of iron?"
"Because he was afraid of the rain," she whispered, as if revealing a deep state secret. "He thought if the rain touched him, he would turn into dust."
I didn't answer. The analogy was ridiculously crude, yet my tired brain picked at it like a loose thread on a bespoke suit.
"So he stayed inside," she continued, her voice dropping lower, slipping into the singsong cadence that mothers use at bedtime. "And he kept all the lights on. Every single lamp. A hundred lamps. A thousand lamps. But because the lights were so bright, he couldn't see out the window. He could only see his own face."
I closed my eyes, intending merely to rest my burning retinas for a second. "And what happened to the king, Lily?"
"He forgot how to turn off the switches," she murmured. "He sat in the chair and waited for the morning, but the morning couldn't come because the house was already too bright."
Her voice was getting slower, softer. Her hand reached up and lightly tapped the edge of the mattress, a rhythmic, repetitive motion. Tap. Tap. Tap.
It was a strange frequency. It wasn't the aggressive, hyper-vigilant pulse of my own heartbeat. It was slow. Safe.
"Barnaby says..." Lily yawned, a wide, whole-body stretch that made her lion pajamas rustle. "...Barnaby says you can close the windows now. The iron isn't rusty."
"The iron is very rusty, little lion," I murmured, my jaw relaxing just a fraction.
"No," she breathed, her voice trailing off until it was barely a whisper above the sound of the storm outside. "It's just wet."
I expected the familiar spike of panic—the sudden, violent adrenaline surge that usually yanked me back to consciousness every time my brain drifted toward the abyss of sleep. I waited for the flash of Leo's burning car, the smell of gasoline, the sound of the explosion that had shattered my life three years ago.
It didn't come.
Instead, the soft, steady rhythm of Lily's breathing from the floor beside my bed acted like an anchor, holding me steady in the dark current. The light from the amber lamp felt less like a spotlight and more like a warm coat.
For the first time in one thousand, and ninety-five days, the noise in my head began to recede.
My breath slowed.
My hands, usually clenched into fists even in rest, slowly uncurled on the duvet.
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When my eyes closed fully, I didn't fight it. The darkness rolled over me, not like a wave of suffocating water, but like a quiet, heavy blanket.
I fell asleep.